BILO JE… Selma Kopic

It was:

- Well, it didn't have to be.

- It could, but it didn't.

- It should, but it didn't.

- It was, but like it wasn't.

- Anyway, I wish it wasn't.

- It was hoped.

- It was and has passed in ignorance.

It was:

- It happened, why to me?

- It happened, but what was it?

- It happened, but why was it?

It was:

- It lasts, never passes.

- It was, don't let it happen again.

It was:

- It happened and it was over.

It was:

- When does it pass?

It was:

- Why does it pass?

It was:

- In the blink of an eye ...

- Already?

- Why now?

It was:

- Will he come?

- When will he come?

- He will leave!

- Whay did I let him go?

It was:

- What's wrong with me?

- Where did I go wrong?

- Did it happen or did I dream?

It was:

- Does he love me?

- I love, he loves ...

- I love, he doesn't ...

It was:

- What do I do now?

- Where am I going?

- How do I do?

- Who will I be with?

It was:

- Alone!

It was:

- I have to, I can, I will!

It will be:

- Will it be?

It will be:

- When will it be?

It will be:

- Whatever will be, will be.

(Internal Clinic, waiting room, 5/10/2017)

BILO JE…

Bilo je:

- Pa i nije moralo biti.

- Moglo je, ali nije.

- Trebalo je, ali nije.

- Bilo, al' k'o da nije.

- Bilo, da bogdo nije.

- Bilo u nadanju.

- Bilo, prošlo u neznanju.

Bilo je:

- Bi, što baš meni?

- Bi, al' šta to bi?

- Bi, al' zašto bi?

Bilo je:

- Traje, nikad proć'.

- Bilo, ne ponovilo se.

Bilo je:

- Bilo pa prošlo.

Bilo je:

- Kad prije prođe?

Bilo je:

- Zašto prođe?

Bilo je:

- Nesta u tren oka...

- Zar već?

- Što baš sad?

Bilo je:

- Hoće li doći?

- Kad li će doći?

- Otići će!

- Što pustih da ode?

Bilo je:

- Šta mi fali?

- Gdje pogriješih?

-Je l’ bilo il’ mi se snilo?

Bilo je:

- Voli li me?

- Volim, voli...

- Volim, ne voli...

Bilo je:

- Šta ću sad?

- Kud ću?

- Kako ću?

- S kim ću?

Bilo je:

- Sama ću!

Bilo je:

- Moram, mogu, hoću!

Bit će:

- Da li će?

Bit će:

- Kad li će?

Bit će:

- Šta bude, bit će!

(Interna klinika, čekaonica, 10.5.2017.)